I realize that some of it has a connection with the high dosage of steroids I am taking, but has anyone ever felt that one can actually do something for themselves when they take a treatment for breathing of sorts? At times I am bluntly told that I am lazy as I have to keep sitting and take a TX. It’s extremely maddening because when I really want to do something for myself, I won’t be able to do it. It appears as though my family has fixed like this much amount of time to spend for you and that’s the end of it. Most of the time allotted, or rather I should I say all of the time allotted goes in to my breathing exercises and I can’t do anything else other than that. I feel embittered because they are able to do something fancy (at least for me it’s fancy because I don’t get to do anything else) for themselves and I always end doing things they are already experts in (breathing, who isn’t an expert in that??).
What do I do to rid myself of this curse? Please help and wish you all happy Easter.